Miss Poo and I have come to a cross road, in which I am not sure what direction to turn. For all four of my children, I have nursed them until they weaned themselves. Each child was different. Mason nursed until he was a year old, and then as a first time mother, I was worried about him taking a sippy cup and meeting text book milestones that soon enough he preferred the independence of a cup. Dylan only nursed until five or six months. For him, I felt that there were many components of why he stopped earlier which included, my own personal feelings about nursing at the time. So at 6 months he was on formula and is still a well adjusted healthy kid! Walker nursed until 15 months when my milk supply shifted due to pregnancy. So now I am not exactly sure how to go about weaning Sawyer.
Its not that I am tired of nursing her. I do enjoy the comfort of us sitting together and being able hold her and feel her warmth against my skin. I am also pretty lazy. It is food on the go, in which I don't have to pack or plan for. She lives on a diet of yogurt, cheese, puffs and breast milk. (sometimes an occasional fruit too) so I do have a large concern about what nutrients she will eat after weaning.
The other issue is that I am a big push over. When she is clingy and tired, I just want to comfort her in the best way I know how... to nurse her.
This weekend she really put me to the test with a bite that was so hard I cried. I was afraid to see the damage, envisioning my nipple bleeding and hanging by a thread. Luckily that wasn't the case but I swore off then that she was done... until of course later that evening. Each day this has been the case. She will nurse and be happy and content and go on her merry way, and then the next time, when my guard is down she will ambush me with a nip to the tit. The cycle continues.
I don't know how exactly to go about this without packing her up and sending her to grandma's for the weekend! My husband is not necessarily on board since that would mean that they milk supply that he so longingly asks for will be dried up. (I could write a whole other blog on man's obsession with breast milk!) I guess we will just take it one day at a time, and when enough is enough I guess I just won't care! I will deal with the tears and have to walk away.
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